today is my last day of school.
im yet to decide wether to come back next year or not.
ive got friends here.
ive got friends at landau and
ive got friends going to various colleges.

ive also got into landau,woodlands, derby college, joseph wright, nottingham new college and saint benedicts ive also been offered two apprenticships.

therefore my options are pretty open and i probably wont end up deciding till the results day (which i am already fretting about)

spanish reading exam on monday and english lit- 4 way poetry comparison and lord of the flies analysis grrrrrrr!

alot of people seem to be celebrating tonight, i am going to go out with dan, becky, george, maisie, whitney and ashley but it seems a better idea to celebrate when the exams are over. :)

i get to see rachel soon, cant wait!!
pressures rising up.
people really pissing me off and being immensley selfish.

xx

art exam next week and im almost done with my prep, thankgod.
the easter holidays were really good i enjoyed spending time with everyone esp dan, george, sophie etccc.

so after the art exam real revision for the rest of exams start.
im going to have to lock myself up to stop from getting distracted seriousley. grrrr!

18visions split up, katie wasnt too happy ofc, oh dear.
2 weeks till give it a name, theres not really any bands that im particuarly bothered about seeing but a gigs a gig at the end of the day!

wish fowler would tell hayley, its not fair on her and he is meant to love her. wtf.
me and don are organising a trip to newquay this summer.
i hope all the woodlands boys dont come that we dont really know or like such as colwell, jamie, dan, ben etc.
or the girls! charlotte, yasmin etc.

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art exam next week!
i have about 30 pages to do in my sketch book cause ive been abit distracted really, staying in today to get it done, tho couldnt really have gone out anyway due to this killer cold, cough, headache and pasty complexion.

no hot weather today! x

A few things today:

1) Science+ Mr Sangha= DOSS!
2) He still might fancy herrrr. =[
3) Dan Foy is an absolute legend! I've said this before but seriousley we have similar views and opinions and just get along really well!

4) Dad's 40th Party tomorrow with Dan and George!!
5) Mcfly on Sunday :) Excitement X 609460955464643654
6) Really want to meet Chris soon.
7) Really want to see Rach before Mull

8) Cba with work anymore, takes up all of my Saturday's which I could really do with atm for socialisng, revising etc.

9) Dont break up from school till next wednesday, we only break up for a week cause our school has really f*cked up holidays.

10)Feeling abit distant from everything at the moment, like i cant concentrate on the task at hand because of other things on my mind.

11) Decided to start saving ALL my money. hopefully this will stop buying food and drink constantly when im out eventually leading to hopefully have some money saved and drop off some weight.

12)Teachers have targetted/estimated me four a*'s, 6 a's and the rest b's for gcses. AS IF.

13)Dont want to do my btec art next year anymore i want to do btec business instead if i stay here. I really want to go to woodlands, ive also applied for a couple of apprenticeships but ive already got one at the derby telegraph in photo journalism..
want my alevels thoooo!

Spanish speaking went well (y)
lasted about 15 minutes which is goood.

in dida listening to motion city soundtrack.
finished my t-shirt designs!!

WAHEY! Amazing weekend.. dads gig/party and george and dan are coming and mcfly! what could be better? SERIOUSLEY GOING TO BE THE BEST WEEKEND IN AGES.

hopefully catch up with people tonight as ive not been online for a few days due to spanish revision, art and business cw. dont really have time for it lately anyway when i have coursework to do, actually come to school, work at the florist AND find time to see George and close friends out of school time.

4 weeks till GCSES :(

x

GRRRRRRRRRRRR

Wahey! Mcfly are in Derby on Sunday which means I get to see them!!
I have booked three weeks off work on Saturday in August to go to Mull with my g'parents and see Rach, seriousley cant wait!
Really hope to meet up with Chris Ryan soon aswell. Cause weve been planning to meet up for a while now but its hard finding a day when we both work on saturdays, had the day to see him on saturday but he didnt recieve my calls/texts and I didn't recieve the ones he sent me, shame.

Not been listening to Mcfly as much recently, Im more excited about actually seeing them than hearing their music live. But we will always love Mcfly and at least this year I'm going with people who also like them as much as me, well me and joe went with his friend Emma last year and she bloody sat down throughout.. wtf?
Joe is an absolute legend hes convinced Dougie will be naked but w/e.

In Business at the minute, final piece of my coursework to be done, I've nearly finished so I have over an hour to get that finished, finish this blog and have a peek on myspace.

Last weekend was so immense, we went out saturday night to the vic ofc, My awsom compilation were playing who are pretty decent for the vic standards, The vic usually have crappy metal bands or some dodgey greaseballs.
So Sophie tried it on with Paris and was gutted when he rejected her lol but then she got with CJ, if you had sense anyone would chose CJ over Paris in the least offensive way.
We met this 22 year old guy, well we got talking to him when I caught him peeking over my shoulder looking at Sophies porn magazine so I asked him if he liked the girls boobs and he said yehhh and winked at us. He looked no where near 22 so he proved it to us by showing us his ID, Sophie (being drunk) then took a pic and videos of this guy having a wee. Nice. George wasnt very well, was sick quite alot but we dont know why.
Then I slept at Sophies and we fell asleep watching Sugarrush after our plan to stay up all night watching Sugarrush and titanic, that plan failed miserably as we fell asleep after the first episode..
Woke up realised it wasnt actually 11 oclock but 12 oclock as the clocks moved forward so we lost an hour of the day,, went shopping bought 2 new tops, 2 new neckalaces, sunglasses and then we tried on tacky prom dresses in tk maxx, then met george and went back to mine to finish some coursework off.

I write this lj blog not necessarily for others to read but more for the fact so I can remember certain things, read back over these entries and remember all the amazing times, sad times etc etcccc.

First REAL SPANISH GCSE SPEAKING TEST on thursday AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHNOOO!

Dads 40th Party/Gig thing on saturday with two of my best coming, Dan and George. will be funnnnn =]

x

what an absolute legend.
honestly, he shares alot of the same opinions and views as me.
i like how we just sit there then rant and moan about people we both find annoying.
its quite funny.
i get along with him so well, one of my best friends, easily one of the poeple i feel closest to at the moment.
for instance theres this one girl who will be all nice to your face, she even apologised to us last week for being contradicting.
and Dan has just told me how shes been bitching again, its really self centred of her though, the things she says.
two faced people like her that make me HATE school.
i miss chris.
i miss alex.
i miss povey.


hair dye tomorrow, really nervous.. never dyed my hair or anything beforeeeee!
=[ eeek! x

9:13 am in RE first session with hannah povey. ooft i love her!
we're meant to be researching smaller religions/ faiths such as druidism, wiccan, paganism, scientology etccc.
done some on wicca but no cba to so any work as its re, and its pretty much a 'doss lesson'.
note: in re we cover one topic for about two terms, all we learnt last year was
"if you drink alcohol you WILL get drunk and go to hospital, if you take drugs you WILL go to prison"

lol. i have maths next with katie, my only proper lesson with her now after science classes were moved around.
going into town tonight to see sophie, not seen her in the week for AGES.
saw fowler aswell the other day with his girlfriend, hayley. its weird how uncanny it is that they look like each other so much.
I miss don too, need to see him very very soon.

i have to work both days this weekend, saturday and sunday as its mothers day weekend and we are a flower shop, other than valentines day its our biggest and busiest weekend, i actually liked working christmas eve tho so it shouldnt be TOO bad.

got to go to the doctors again next week just to check on my ears and to see if im ok to stop the surgical spirit and antibiotics.
hair cut and dye next wednesday.. dark brown wahey!
getting it done at decorum, not been there before, will cost £65 ooooo.
so thats this weeks wages spent all ready! x